His (the vet’s) wife didn’t like it too much that we took care of him because she doesn’t. She doesn’t cook for him ever. She’s vegetarian, raw food, for health reasons. It’s a completely different story. But afterward, he kept calling, calling, because we didn’t cook anymore, because his wife said he doesn’t need it, so he had to eat whatever she prepared. It’s also not bad, raw food is not bad. It’s just that he told me he cannot face salad and sprouts every day, and raw tofu. And his wife said something funny like, “I cannot eat soy. Is there any soy in there? Don’t cook any soy for me.” I said, “We cook for the patient, not for you, really. You don’t have to eat it.” She said, “I don’t eat soy. I just eat raw tofu every day, a lot, but I don’t eat soy. Don’t cook any soy!” I was just laughing inside. I didn’t say anything, but the doctor said, “Oh my God, don’t you know tofu is made of soy?” But we pretend we didn’t hear anything. For example like that. Some people are very funny. So we had a good laugh for a few days.
(Is he better?) Yeah, he’s better, he called me and said he’s OK, he can take care of himself. I said, “Yeah, I hope so.” He still cannot get up. If he lays down, it’s OK, because it’s internal, it’s painful. My goodness. Oh, it will last for a while, it’s not immediately like that. And then he said to me, he thanked me and everything, for the things we did for him, and nobody has ever done so much. I said, “Oh, no, it’s OK. We do that if necessary. It’s just ‘Love thy neighbor’ stuff.” But some people think it is strange. Because everybody reads the Bible, “Love thy neighbor,” but when we act out of the Bible, they feel like scared or strange, like we want something from them. Like his wife, for example. Because people just don’t act out what they study, what their religion tells them. So, when somebody else really acts it out, they feel very suspicious. “What kind of people are these? What does She want?”
Yeah, I had a problem with my neighbor also. This is another long story. I don’t want to bore you. Maybe another time I’ll tell you. I got into trouble all the time because of this “Love thy neighbor” stuff. I love all my neighbors. (People interpret it wrong. I hope…) Yeah, yeah, they’re scared. They’re scared. It’s all about “Give with the right hand and don’t let your left hand know [about it].” But when you do that, your neighbor’s scared. They read every day, “Love thy neighbor.” They’re all Christian. But when I really love them, they don’t understand. They don’t understand, they’re scared, and they get you into trouble sometimes because you love them. They don’t understand this happening. They don’t understand. “Why?” Because they don’t do it. So, I got into trouble with neighbors all the time. I mean, anywhere I go. Up to now. In the future, maybe no, I learned my lesson. “Love thy neighbor” in the heart only. Don’t carry out into action. So then, they’re not so scared.
Where? Where were we? Oh, yeah. And he called, he thanked me and all that, and he said, “Wow, You really changed my life. You changed the way I eat now, because when I was in the hospital. Your soup and Your juice were very good.” I picked all the items out for him, which ones were good. Because it’s dynamite to boost his system. It’s about 20 or 30 ingredients inside a juice. We make it fresh, and with prayer, and love, and Buddha’s Name, and everything. So, of course, he feels different. Everybody thinks, “My God, the second day, he’s all pink and like a healthy person!” After a major operation, but he looked pink and normal, very red and healthy, healthy, and he can walk already. So, everybody said he’s good.
But then he ate the chicken(-people) and the eggs, and then he told me, confessed to me, after. He said he loved the vegan food that we prepared and all that. I said, “But you ate the chicken(-people) and the eggs, didn’t you?” He said, “Yes, I ate only once, and I felt so sick. That’s why the next day when the hospital food came, I pushed it aside and I ate Your food. If I kept eating hospital food, I’d probably still stay in the hospital.” Because he felt sick afterward. I didn’t want to say, “I told you so.” Ah, let it be. I said, “That’s good, good, then you keep being vegetarian as much as possible and be vegetarian. It’s no big deal. It’s not that difficult.” Because we eat to live. I told him, “We eat to live.”
And he said, “Wow, You are so good, so good,” and all that. And I kept telling him all this Bible stuff, “Love thy neighbor,” “No problem,” and, “You should thank GOD. I’m just a humble instrument. I’m nobody. I’m not doing anything big deal. Don’t worry about it.” I told him to pray to GOD more. He said he does, he does every day. He said, “Today, let me do Your Will.” Every day he says like that. I said, “OK, then maybe you deserve it. Maybe you deserve our help, so it’s normal. We should help each other.” He said, “Well, OK, because I help Your animal(-people), so You help me. Right?” I said, “I would help you even without you helping my animal(-people).” I don’t really need him. There’re so many vets. Of course, he’s very famous, he’s good, good. He’s good though. He’s the best. But still he doesn’t need to…
My pet(-people) are alright, they don’t really need the best, just a checkup. It’s just like last time I told you about my poodle(-person). He’s not a poodle(-person), he’s a bichon(-person). Now that the groomer told me this – he’s pure bichon. I had a suspicion about his origin. He’s a bichon(-person). Because he had an emergency though, all his teeth were rotten, and the infection spread through all his body, so we had to find the best for him. Otherwise, after that, there’s no need. Normally, just any vet will do. So I don’t really need him. We just started with him, that’s all, because people recommended that he’s good. But there are many – many good, too. Maybe not famous, but good. He’s just famous.
So, I don’t really need him. It’s just, we do it because he needs it. I thought he needed it. The way he talked, he begged, like he has no love and nobody takes care of him. He’s married, alright, but they’re not very… After I met his wife, I understand. He’s so deprived, deprived, so lacking in his life. I’d rather marry a stone in that case. So cold; some women can be so cold, so turned off. So kind of emotionless, expressionless. Emotionless or loveless. They both need it. So I told him, “You have to love your wife more. Maybe she needs more love from you.” That’s what I told him. And vice versa, I guess. Maybe they deserve each other.
Some people, I tell you, it’s not like only the homeless people, or the single people, or the people who aren’t married that need care, or the old people. Sometimes people really need love within a marriage. They’re married, but they don’t have love. (We fear it. Why do we fear it so much? I feel that as well, Master. I feel that we really fear love, pure love. It’s there. We’ve got it, but we can’t…) You fear it? (It’s very hard to share it,) Oh. (because it’s overpowering. It’s overwhelming to, really... My love for You, I don’t fear at all. It’s different.) Maybe it’s like that, with some of the married people. (Well, we really love maybe our partners. We fear maybe the loss, but yet we shouldn’t, but still… I don’t know, I can’t explain it. I can’t explain it.) Me neither. (It’s something you have to feel.)
Sometimes… No, if you cannot express, it’s OK. But some people are so stone cold, very cold, very rejecting, very… I don’t know. So cold, just so cold, ice cold, loveless feeling. (I think the love is there deep down.) Maybe, maybe it’s so. But the human beings, they need more than just inside. He’s not a saint. Anyway, so sometimes people have a marriage, have a wife, have kids, and have business, have employees, have friends. But when he’s sick, nobody’s there. Of course, they come after the second day, with flowers and chocolates, and that’s it. But nobody is there when he needs a helping hand to walk to the bathroom, when the nurse is too busy, when he’s lonely at night. He said it was a very frightening and lonely experience for him. I know all that, I can feel that. That’s why I wanted to help him, even though it looks like he has family and friends and everybody, but it’s not like people were there to help him.
(People don’t know how to handle it…) Yeah, they don’t know. They don’t know. (Because I experienced this also when I was in the hospital. My family came, but they were helpless.) Yeah, they don’t know. (They didn’t know what to do.) Yeah. (They just sat there and looked at me.) It’s true. It’s true. (And I would rather they weren’t there because) It’s true. (they couldn’t handle it at all.) Yeah, yeah. It’s true, too. But I would know what to do. I can sometimes feel what the person feels. I know what they need and what they want at what moment. So I sent some of our assistants there to stand by for him, and he was very grateful. Because sometimes the nurses are too busy, and he needs to go to the bathroom or something, or he walks a little bit, or he has pain here and there. Because he’s full of tubes everywhere. It’s not easy for him to do things, and nobody’s there when he needs to brush his teeth, and all that. Nobody takes care. Just some small things like that. Or he wanted to drink some water, he could not move. Things like that. So I understand all this, but his family doesn’t seem to, or his friends are not there. The sister came, but she left. And they’re busy too. They have to go home to their family and business and all that. So I just left some of our people there to take care of him. But I understand what he needs. And he was very grateful about that, but I told him, just thank GOD.
OK, that’s it. You continue with your story. Maybe I have another story after your story. (I’m just sitting here and thinking how much I feel what You feel, and You feel what I feel. That’s why I’m sitting here. Because I have to tell people how special You are.) Oh, yeah? (Yes.) I do understand people’s feelings. When they really need it, I know it. But when they pretend to need, that’s when I don’t like it very much. Like craving for attention, just for nothing. (And that’s the way, that’s the oneness that I can’t explain, but that is being one with the Highest, and that is…) Being one with you. (Being one with You as well.) Yeah. Yes. (Yes, and that is what it’s all about.) Yes, yes. We can be like that if we concentrate, on Love. (And the method we practice is so special.) Yeah, it is. (It’s very special. And I want everyone to cherish it.) They do, don’t they? (I hope they do.) You better cherish it. Do you? (Yes.) OK.
(Yes, all our needs, everything is answered. I know I shouldn’t probably be here. I would be dead. I know the Earth is…) Wow. (I feel… Well, I went through so much that I came to the Earth and I knew it was a negative place, but I didn’t understand why it was negative, and I knew that it was killing me. It was it was killing me off. And then I discovered the Quan Yin [Method], and it was pulling me up.) Yes, yes. (But the Earth was pulling me down.) Yes. (And there was a constant battle with negative and positive, I felt. But I experienced all this, and I think the good is winning.) Yes, the good is winning. It has to win. (It has to win, yes.) Yes.
(And I’m so grateful for all the blessings and everything that’s been shown to me.) Yeah, you’re good. You’re happy. (Very.) That’s cool. (Very.) That’s what I want. That’s why we’re doing this. (We have a reason for doing it, and the [Quan Yin] Method works.) Yeah, it works. (It just works so much.) It works, alright. But it’s scary for some other people. (It’s scary, exactly. My husband’s fearful of it, I think. I know he’s scared.) It’s funny how people can be scared of love. You know that? They feel it from you, and it’s so powerful, they’re scared of you. And all the while they have been taught to have unconditional love and all that, and they want unconditional love, but when they get it, they don’t understand. They’re so confused and scared. It’s OK. It’s just the brain, just the mind.
Photo Caption: “Loving to B High as The Sky”
